Our Portal

It’s a vibration 
A frequency only you can hear, feel
The center of my chest
First, then
It escalates
To yours
 
Energy
Through my bones
Currents
In my veins
Spiraling 
In my skull
Burning
My palms on fire
 
Around us, through us
Pulsing inside of us
Throbbing in us
A portal between us
 
Unbreakable
To you, the current races
From me
Once it connects
There is no way to stop it
It channels between us
A force we cannot control
From you
To me, the current races 
Unbreakable
 
Inside of us
Beating sensations… quaking verses
Shooting stars… luminous supernovas
Blooming flowers… cascading leaves
Endless horizons… limitless galaxies 
Glistening snow… shimmering sand
A cosmic universe in the ocean’s abyss
Inside of us
 
And now we know
For once, we are not alone
Only to realise 
We actually never were

What I’ve learned from grief?

What a strange statement… 

Grief, what I’ve learned, grief

My heart aches, my body throbs, my head spins

Nothing, I’ve learned nothing

The world is screaming for help

Throats raw, fingers bloody, hair ripped out

My chest radiates with agony

The loss of mine, yours, ours

But then I hear your voice

The sun shines through the windowpane 

Glaring at me

A rainbow beyond the clouds

The numbers escalate, spiral and spin around me, us

She is lonely; he is terrified

Heartache pulsating in my veins, sorrow drowning me

I am screaming under water

But then I hear your voice

The flowers blooming on the windowsill

Clouds, white and light, in the sky

Birds fluttering by, trees pollenating

My body quakes at the thought

They’re gone forever

None of this will ever be the same

But then I hear you

In my heart, in my body, against my flesh

You are a part of me

I know you are out there

I’m not alone

You’re vibrating inside of me

Even while I 

While we 

All

Grieve